Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Being grateful !!


 Sanchari Ulysses

More than a brother, he's been everything to me, since 4 years. Bless him :)

When I was surrounded by unlimited darkness, which doesn't seem to have any boundary, he assured me that everything will be okay, and I'll again be able to breathe, see and love the world as earlier, once I let myself out of it, by strongly willing to find a way.
Like my father.

When am so totally unsure of myself, to do things, knowing that am far from perfect, he makes me rejuvenate myself by reminding me of the things, once I managed to do well, and supports me through out, like my mother.

He seems to have a solution ready for almost every problem of mine, instantly, like my brother.

He patiently listens to me, my fears, doubts and questions, never once shouted at me, no matter how hard I try to try his tolerance.
Never once lost his temper, I really don't know how that's possible !

He understands all that I say, and more I don't say at all, like a soul mate.

He tries a 1000 different ways to make smile, when I feel like shutting myself off, like a friend.
He never lets me shrink myself :)

He's got so much of spiritual knowledge so clears all my doubts, and helps me become a better person, like a Guru.

He adores me, when I do something in an exceptionally better way, like a child.

He's a thousand other things to me :) am more than privileged to find such a person, sweeter than sugar, in my life :)

This list goes on and on, and am happy for that :D

Everything seems like a celebration with him.

He deserves best of everything in his life.
I pray constantly, that he finds his best girl, who could pleasure him infinitely, and make him understand how truly special he is !!


Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Twilight




Yummy book.
A fragrant collection of 4 books.

Twilight.
Eclipse.
New moon.
And Breaking dawn.

And too overwhelming characaters.

Family of good Vampires.
Carlisle- Father
Esme- Mother
Their adopted children ( vampires, needless to mention :P )
Edward, Alice, Rosalie, Emmett and Jasper.

Normal family :D
Charlie - Father
Ren - Mother
Bella - Their only daughter. And only heroine ;)

Family of Werewolves :o

Jacob, Sam, Paul, Jared and few others.

There were many other vampires, human beings ad werewolves in the book, but I could not possibly remember all their names :(

Lot of Vampire things to keep us surprised through out the book :D

1st lemme clear why I called them good vampires instead of calling them just vampires.
Generally Vampires survive by drinking the blood.
Here, Carlisle's family is committed to cause no harm to fellow (?) humans so they feed themselves with animal blood instead.
Hmm, isn't this reason enough :D
For me, it's more than enough B-)

It's a book of fantasies, memories, broken hearts, bonds, love and life.

There's not a single thing you manage not to find here.


Books



Special thanks to books..

If you're my reader for a long time, by now, you wouldn't be surprised if I say " I'm far more than crazy about books."
Now, I feel gratified to express my gratitude toward books.

They not only provide me the support and company when I feel necessarily/unnecessarily isolated, also they make me. They make me complete.
It's a continual process, of which I'm genuinely proud.

Following is the best reason for why I love reading so much in addition to the solace they provide me:

"Books give me the reap prospective of life, so when I've to react to something, I can do it the best way possible"

Friday, October 19, 2012

Savouring


Yesterday on the account of fasting I didn't eat anything all the day.
I usually break my fast in the evening, either at college canteen or at home, depends on my stomach's pleas to feed it.
I don't restrict myself so much though, if I feel like eating, I simply will, with out hesitation.
After all, I believe, whatever we do must take us closer to, not away from, God 

I was in bus then, when a student in the past cum a colleague in the present offered me a chocolate.
I took, ate and enjoyed every bite of it.

Then this thought occurred to me immediately.

I savoured the moment 

I enjoyed eating the chocolate, but not just that.
I ate it in less than 5 mins time, but its taste lingered 

More than the act of eating, the realization of my ability to enjoy things at the most made me very joyous.

I felt good.
My heart lightened,
my lips curved,
and my eyes brightened.

All at once, at one simple thought.

P.S. I wasn't actually hungry then, cuz I had a plate of Pani Puri before entering the bus :P




Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Glorifying love !!


Thinking of you constantly has become my necessity to stay alive,
I felt I was flying with wings that couldn't be seen by any other person,
The way you call my name sounded (it still does) musical to my ears,
I cherished myself in every thought of you,
and I felt so blessed to be loved by you too.

My heart breaks when we had to part, but I survived because I decided to.
Because that adds glory to our love 

I couldn't blame nor question anyone about my endless misery.
It scares me off even to think for a moment that we're gonna lead our lives in exact two different paths.

I tried to let go of my pain by reminding myself of the fact that "nothing lasts forever" but it was of no use. The hole in the heart grew even deeper.

I'll continue to live, whatever.

The same way.

I love, live, and celebrate my life.

And I never regret meeting you and loving you