Saturday, April 21, 2012

One Truth We can not escape from..



The truth never set me free.


As simple as it appears, it's the most complicated line to perceive at the fullest.


Truth. Many seek it, few found it and fewer cherish it.


Staying tied to the truth is a task which requires most of our ability.
Sometimes it may be easier, sometimes not.


That raises questions.
Why it has to be so hard when it's that essential for every human being to live with?
Why can't it be easy to find and then to keep?
Why people suffered with and for it?


Whatever the problem at hand, I've my way of simplifying :D
Everything, as far as I'm concerned, leads to God, that's Sai for me ♥


God loves us more than we do Him. Much more.


We hardly remember Him where as He thinks of us every moment ♥


The least we can do is, being thankful to Him.


The more we understand this, the more we're bound to His eternal love, and that is truth.


And once joined hands with Him, we can never be parted ♥


God's all we should be striving for, and once achieved, there'd be nothing else which makes you equally serene, equally amazing and equally pleasing. There'd not be anything you want at all.


And this is the truth ♥

Thursday, April 19, 2012

One thing I never want to forget..

My family's the best as I know and I'm more than glad to do anything which makes them happy. They're impeccable in every way they love me. I couldn't even think of living without them.


But there's an issue here.


No matter how much I try to live up to them, I never satisfy them.


It annoys me that there's no comparison to how I'm and what they expect of me.


They don't want me to have any friends, even if I have, I shouldn't talk to them, even if I talk, I shouldn't laugh over something funny or enjoy so much which might draw attention.


All my life, I always find me awaiting their approval to whatever I do.


It's like, I don't deserve anyone only because I'm born a girl.
Oh, there's an exception for me, that's when I'm married, I'll have a husband.
I don't have a slightest idea he'd be fair or mean.


My question is, is it reasonable that every girl has to live with in boundaries and with whatever has been decided at the time of her birth?


I know this is nothing when compared to what I receive ( reminding you, my family's most wonderful one, and if given chance, though I don't wanna be born again, I'd choose the same family without any moment's hesitation ), but sometimes, I feel like dying rather than having to carry all this inside me.


As much as I'm worried to death about marriage, I wish I could get married and soon leave home.
( I hate this. )


And, nonetheless, I hope for a husband, who would understand me with all this, that having friends and sharing things with them, is quite as natural as breathing.
But, they say no man would be good enough to do what I will him to do. God bless me !!


It's no wonder every woman has this pain. No matter how happy and sound she appears to be.
And I'm neither a fool to think it's big problem nor I don't know it will pass.
But, I want every reader of this post to remember how difficult it is for a girl to live every minute of her life, doing things and either worrying or wondering whether it'd be okay or not. And how many heart breaks she's to survive all along, throughout her life.


I never want to forget how it feels like, to give up all the emotional needs for the sake of restrictions so as not to hurt my daughter in future.


P.S. Freedom shouldn't be given much, either. We should learn to balance many things in life and this is one of the most important. I'm willing to learn.

Friday, April 13, 2012

I don want any next life..



I love wht He did for all the ppl then and I love wht He does fr me evryday ♥

He's everything to me ♥

Father, mother, brother, soul mate and a best friend ♥

He can be anything to me, and I love madly however He's with me ♥

All I care abt is His presence ♥ ♥



I can walk a 1000 miles and be satisfied with one of His beautiful smiles ♥
God is awesome and I drown in His love every day, every moment, every time I take a breath ♥


God is who exists in soul and found when soul is made impersonal ♥

I live with this and nothing else wud have made my life more meaningful ♥ ♥

Love yu Sai for the years to come and looking forward to meeting with Yur Highness and to rest at Yur feet ♥ ♥ >:D<



He surprises me almost every moment showing me how beautiful life could be, when in love, with God ♥


And all He says is to love and keep loving what's present and what is within ♥


I thankfully tasted Him and I can never end this ♥


I wish I cud die this moment so as to feel lighter and warmer in His heavenly hands ♥


I sure don wanna ( I don need to ) be born again for I knew my destiny and I'm damn sure of accomplishing it in this life ♥


P.S. : All credits go to CC  who presented me this pic and made me write this ♥
Bless yu my dear brother :):) May all yur doubts be answered and then vanished :)

Sunday, April 8, 2012

What matters the most !!




Umm happiness is one thing we can find only within ourselves just like we do find God.
No matter what we do, or how we do, if we do it with our heart and soul then happiness and we can belong to each other.



:D :D :D



Feeling all the things around us makes our prsence matter.
There’s a lot of difference we can make just by looking at people not plainly but with a look that can make them feel special. It’s all what you can do.



Thinking of someone we love the most when we come across a thing that we have an idea that they would love to have it <3 or they deserve it <3 or we can make them smile or surprise them.
Iit’s the best of making someone feel they deserve to be loved <3 <3 I love this :D



Yu can be in the air, or do whatever yu want/wish to if yu intend to <3
It’s again present within onself, the intention.
How much yu’re gonna have entirely depends on how much yu really want it, or atleast yu’ve to make yurslef believe yu want it so badly that not having it makes yur life worthless.
The strong desire is all we need to accomplish things.

Stay blessed <3


  Enjoy !!! <3 

After all life's all we got, let's prove it worthy <3 <3

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Living Life LivelY :)



Life can be lived anyway. It's by pure chance, not by fate, that one is very happy and the other is pretty miserable.


One should not forget God gave us this Life with all His love, no less, no more.
We can never know what it takes Him to 1st create a life and then to associate it with all we need to keep out lives going. And there're millions pf people on the earth, He looks after everyone with out a slightest complaint.


Life's all one could get, though  for only once, it can be made to cherish for a lifetime. If only, one can see the God and praise Him in everything he sees every moment.
This beauty, this pain and this knowledge. This awareness. This ability to feel good from bad.


I pray every one be blessed with this, may their hearts be shining, and they never let go of what they will come across when they shake their hands with the Almighty, who exists within oneself.


Finding a companion with who we can continue our journey with all the heart and happiness  to ultimate destiny is best of all the things that could happen in a life.


<3 <3 <3

Only for me, for now !



There can be a 100 things one can keep to himself and he's best at it :)


There could be any reason for why one needs to be alone sometimes, keeping all his/her thoughts to themselves. It's more like an art.










We can not deny the fact that few things persist to annoy us, the inequalities, the ignorance, and foolishness.








When one person is bearing so much pain, it doesn't mean he's afraid of fighting against it. Sometimes, there can be better ideas than fighting.








But, once done with all the patience, no one could stop anyone to do everything that's needed to make things right.






And finally there's nothing like solitude <3
All the happiness, people usually look out for, on the outside, is only found inside <3
When a person is truly aware of this, there would be nothing else for him to know.





Friday, April 6, 2012

Am so excited about this :)

Today, when Archu and Seenu gave ( I prefer gifted :d ) me some of most dazzling pics of Pawan Kalyan, I thot of doing this <3


Thanks to both of them <3


I have a lot to share, as I love him for so many reasons <3 and each reason presents a new lesson which undoubtedly lasts for my lifetime <3 :):)