Being grateful !!

 Sanchari Ulysses

More than a brother, he's been everything to me, since 4 years. Bless him :)

When I was surrounded by unlimited darkness, which doesn't seem to have any boundary, he assured me that everything will be okay, and I'll again be able to breathe, see and love the world as earlier, once I let myself out of it, by strongly willing to find a way.
Like my father.

When am so totally unsure of myself, to do things, knowing that am far from perfect, he makes me rejuvenate myself by reminding me of the things, once I managed to do well, and supports me through out, like my mother.

He seems to have a solution ready for almost every problem of mine, instantly, like my brother.

He patiently listens to me, my fears, doubts and questions, never once shouted at me, no matter how hard I try to try his tolerance.
Never once lost his temper, I really don't know how that's possible !

He understands all that I say, and more I don't say at all, like a soul mate.

He tries a 1000 different ways to make smile, when I feel like shutting myself off, like a friend.
He never lets me shrink myself :)

He's got so much of spiritual knowledge so clears all my doubts, and helps me become a better person, like a Guru.

He adores me, when I do something in an exceptionally better way, like a child.

He's a thousand other things to me :) am more than privileged to find such a person, sweeter than sugar, in my life :)

This list goes on and on, and am happy for that :D

Everything seems like a celebration with him.

He deserves best of everything in his life.
I pray constantly, that he finds his best girl, who could pleasure him infinitely, and make him understand how truly special he is !!

Twilight

Yummy book.
A fragrant collection of 4 books.

Twilight.
Eclipse.
New moon.
And Breaking dawn.

And too overwhelming characaters.

Family of good Vampires.
Carlisle- Father
Esme- Mother
Their adopted children ( vampires, needless to mention :P )
Edward, Alice, Rosalie, Emmett and Jasper.

Normal family :D
Charlie - Father
Ren - Mother
Bella - Their only daughter. And only heroine ;)

Family of Werewolves :o

Jacob, Sam, Paul, Jared and few others.

There were many other vampires, human beings ad werewolves in the book, but I could not possibly remember all their names :(

Lot of Vampire things to keep us surprised through out the book :D

1st lemme clear why I called them good vampires instead of calling them just vampires.
Generally Vampires survive by drinking the blood.
Here, Carlisle's family is committed to cause no harm to fellow (?) humans so they feed themselves with animal blood instead.
Hmm, isn't this reason enough :D
For me, it's more than enough B-)

It's a book of fantasies, memories, broken hearts, bonds, love and life.

There's not a single thing you manage not to find here.

Books

Special thanks to books..

If you're my reader for a long time, by now, you wouldn't be surprised if I say " I'm far more than crazy about books."
Now, I feel gratified to express my gratitude toward books.

They not only provide me the support and company when I feel necessarily/unnecessarily isolated, also they make me. They make me complete.
It's a continual process, of which I'm genuinely proud.

Following is the best reason for why I love reading so much in addition to the solace they provide me:

"Books give me the reap prospective of life, so when I've to react to something, I can do it the best way possible"

Savouring

Yesterday on the account of fasting I didn't eat anything all the day.
I usually break my fast in the evening, either at college canteen or at home, depends on my stomach's pleas to feed it.
I don't restrict myself so much though, if I feel like eating, I simply will, with out hesitation.
After all, I believe, whatever we do must take us closer to, not away from, God ♥

I was in bus then, when a student in the past cum a colleague in the present offered me a chocolate.
I took, ate and enjoyed every bite of it.

Then this thought occurred to me immediately.

I savoured the moment ♥

I enjoyed eating the chocolate, but not just that.
I ate it in less than 5 mins time, but its taste lingered ♥

More than the act of eating, the realization of my ability to enjoy things at the most made me very joyous.

I felt good.
My heart lightened,
my lips curved,
and my eyes brightened.

All at once, at one simple thought.

P.S. I wasn't actually hungry then, cuz I had a plate of Pani Puri before entering the bus :P

Glorifying love !!

Thinking of you constantly has become my necessity to stay alive,
I felt I was flying with wings that couldn't be seen by any other person,
The way you call my name sounded (it still does) musical to my ears,
I cherished myself in every thought of you,
and I felt so blessed to be loved by you too.

My heart breaks when we had to part, but I survived because I decided to.
Because that adds glory to our love ♥

I couldn't blame nor question anyone about my endless misery.
It scares me off even to think for a moment that we're gonna lead our lives in exact two different paths.

I tried to let go of my pain by reminding myself of the fact that "nothing lasts forever" but it was of no use. The hole in the heart grew even deeper.

I'll continue to live, whatever.

The same way.

I love, live, and celebrate my life.

And I never regret meeting you and loving you ♥

Life !!

Life is either simple or complex,
It's just what you think it is !!

Life brings you the joy or misery,
It's just what you'd like to cherish !!

Life presents you with the roses or thorns,
It's just how you'd deal with !!

Life is something or everything,
It's just what you are capable of making out !!

Life can be loved or hated,
It's purely your choice that determines everything else !!

Life's nothing but a bunch of choices we make, through out our life, which would either make us glad or sad.
None other than us are responsible for every sec of our own life.

Having a life is living it with total freedom and awareness.
And that comes when we develop a bond ( of any sort, I say ) with eternity.

P.S. Knowing that we're too minute in the universe minimizes the time and chances to dislike something !! And that's quite a tool for living without bounds !!  ♥

Enlightenment !!

I've never felt so serene lately. 
I know nothing about Him except that he encouraged oneness and non violence, I don't meditate either, but this pic has got something ♥
I wonder whether I'd reach that state in my life ever.

All I knew is I 

am meant to follow Sai and reach Him :)

Now am hoping that, when I reach Sai, I'd have a chance to meet Buddha there too :D:D

That's really an awesome pic 

♥
Totally peaceful ♥ 
And attracting the souls towards Him ♥ 

Any pain, or any sort of sorrow can be easily erased if this is pic is seen for a while ♥

Peace, love and suffering are reflective ♥ 
The more you give, the more you receive ♥ ( in both senses, i.e; positive and negative )
We ought to decide in what way our soul would lighten and sparkle ♥

What would satisfy us at the most, and what would bring the real "us" from us.

Know within ♥ and we've no more to know about  ♥ 

So many thanks to Crisshna Calyan :) May God bless yu CC to find more such eternal pics and share to us :) :D

Reminder !!

In a random discussion with a brother, I said "what would we be thinking 2 years from now?"

He : " We'd think those days were awesome  ♥ "

Me : " Why is it so? Even we remember that there were bad things as well happened along with good ones, why is it so that we always render in past? "

He : " As humans, we tend to forget what's bad, we carve what's good in our hearts too well  ♥
that when we recollect something from past what usually pops up is the bunch of those sweet things"

May be that's it !!

Life is, after all, so simple  ♥

It can be measured as the number of days, in which, we loved without any inhibitions,
we laughed with out any egos,
we helped with out much thought given to future benefits,
we forgiven as easily as we breathe, and we lived with real freedom ♥

Life happens at most once and that's same with everyday, every hour and every moment  ♥

Let's be blessed as such, mentioned in the above photograph  ♥

Transition..

It's about the change of a state in me :)
It's how I used to be and how I'm :D

During my studies, I skipped 3 classes (3rd, 6th and 9th ), implying that I had all my classmates ( thus my friends ) elder to me.
It helped me in many ways :)
I used to ( I still ) think like a grown-up person.

I've never been an amateur or adolescent.
And neither do I regret it for I've a heart that somehow manages to continue dreaming no matter what it's been through lately :)

I loved learning and I learned.
I loved observing and I did.
I loved knowing and I knew.

Whenever something out-of-place  happens, I used to be the 1st to notice and let them know.
People around me ( in hostel, we've all sorts of people of different age groups ) are suffering for reasons which appear minute to my eyes, I used to analyse the situation ( am damn good at this ), present it before them, and help them to sort it out themselves :)

And I used to receive tokens of appreciation for what I did.

That was past.

What's happening now is entirely different.

When I point out something, or simpler, when I take my time to look around, notice things, and say something cause those people concern me, it bothers them.
They obviously don't like my peeping into their ( own ) worlds.
Much too acceptable. Not my business, after all.

May be, thinking that I already grew up enough, I stopped growing when the rest of the world didn't.
May be I still look through my eyes and I still decide based on my perception.
May be the problem is with me. Within me.

Finally I woke up :)
I stopped hindering anyone.

I still see, notice, and even worry a bit.
But that's all. Nothing more or else.
And I'm serene now :)

A journey of my mind from one state to another.

Title justified :):) :):) :)

Seeking help of this post :)

I am currently thinking of a situation which is not welcome by my heart.
I just want myself to let go of it, but I fail, repeatedly. And it started to worry me more than it should.
I am someone who acts according to will, and I am so proud of that quality in me.
I decide, I do and I am done. I'm more than happy with this ritual.
I consider many things before I decide which helps me stick to my decision firmly.
I never had to curse myself when it comes to deciding.

I believe, in Sai, who's more than just God to me, and He taught me in many ways, that everything happens for a reason.
It helps me from shrinking when I'm in agony.
It helps me keep the pace irrespective of what they're doing to me.
I can accept anything and everything with a smile, knowing that, there's nothing too important than Sai, who could undoubtedly stay with me even after my life ends.

Now I question myself, when I couldn't help doing the same thing which I planned not to, am I a true believer of magic that can happen ?!
Yes, I am but am acting like some one who doesn't.

And it scared me to the death.
It felt like a punch in my stomach.
It made me curse myself for a moment.

And I realized again, that, no one could ever hurt you with out your consent.

I allowed it to happen, but that's not my mistake.
After all, life's a flow.

May be Sai wanted to teach me some thing important.
He did the same earlier too.
He has His own methodologies of teaching me.

If the lesson can be easily learned, He creates a situation from which I can learn what He intended to teach and makes me realize it myself.

Otherwise He simply strikes me, not in the face, in the heart, to make sure that the lesson was imprinted properly so as to save me from any further similar kind of pain.

I am thankful to Him with all my senses but I know it's not enough.

He will only be satisfied when I prove myself worthy of next lesson by quickly grasping the current one.

Such a greatest Guru I'm blessed with ♥ 

Learned Saturday !!

Some days turn out to be awesome and some bitter most with out much thought given to planning.

This is one such day, of which, I was afraid, Cause I've to engage 4 hours.
But due to some reasons, my day was very easy. B-)

Instead I used that time, to make out the plans for myself, that how am gonna fight against few pestering problems, how I should be, How I should train myself so as not to expect things to happen from people to who am no more than one among a million in the world.

I ♥ myself again.

It's what I need now.. !!

That's an awesome feeling ♥ drifting into a world entirely new and forgetting everything that pains ..

I agree, it's not at all easy to leave something behind and to move forward when what we might lose can change life. Hmm..

I wish life is not this harder, where we need to keep up the fight, almost every day, just to stay alive.

Life could be made simple, where, giving and taking love is not an issue any more.

Love that !!

I love that way of living life ♥
With a loved one ♥
In a freedom to do anything with a belief, all cud be understood ♥ ♥

Where all the communication takes place through eyes only  ♥

Nothing need to be said  ♥

Fights never let one hesitate share something  ♥

The morning breeze becomes softer with the sweet wish  ♥

The shoulder to rest in panic is always ready to be offered  ♥

Yells are ignored when shouting helps release stress  ♥

Always one is ready to apologize the other irrespective of whose mistake it is  ♥

Never once missing the chance of surprising the other person  ♥

Just looking in the eyes make you forget all the burdens ♥

No matter how long the way is, journey is always simpler when you have the right companion  ♥ ♥

Worth noting..

Umm, I felt like writing some thing the very moment I saw it :)


Either write something worth reading or do something worth writing.
Two sentences most meaningfully connected in a wonderful way.

It made me wonder, just, am I doing all the things worthy every day?!
Sure, I do so many things, get up, dress up, go to college, walk and talk wd people, wish and greet them, and smile too. I do all these with out respect to my current mood.
That's the point here.


In a sense, in my 24 hrs a day time, leaving my 8 hrs sleeping time, there are yet 16 hrs remaining.
And in those 16 hrs may be 2 or 3 hrs I enjoy to the core.
Wishing my daddy good morning when I wake up, when I read, and listen to music, and when am talking to those who have a strong impact in my life, I be myself.
And I cherish myself.


I can make it to 5 hrs. Cause I love almost everything around me which gives me a chance of staying thankful to The Great Almighty.


Even then there are still 11 hrs am wasting by not entirely living them.
I realize, now, that am just letting those hrs pass by without doing anything worth remembering.
Quite a pity.


So what should be done!!???


I have no idea right now, but I will think about it. :D



P.S. Thanks to Cnu who shared this pic :)

Sai and His feet :)

Guru paadaalu ♥

Anniti kante ekkuva important ♥

Having complete faith and nvr once losing patience is the way to the Almighty ♥ ♥

How much we get depends on hw strongly we believe :)

One can maintain a realtionship wd God in 9 ways :) ( Nava bhakthi vidhalu )

One can own Him in any way comfortable :D

Point is, we shud see that nothing ( even death ) cud separate us from Him ♥

His grace and my soul are tied together ♥ fr eternity ♥

Am blessed :) by Him :)


I await the moment when I can touch them and rest my soul there :)




P.S. Bless Archu, who gave me this pic and made me write this :)

Something typical..

A constant is something which never changes with time.
And conversely, a variable is something whose value keeps on changing from time to time.


I so many times heard and read  all the principles of Maths can be applied in Life.
( I don't have any idea whether doing that makes life simple or complex :P )


But the difference between a variable and a constant always amazed me for the reasons I donno :D

Now my doubt is, shud a man be constant or variable?
One can not stay the same frevr and at the same time we cant accpet if he/she kept on changing =))
Too typical fr me :P



I wish I can conclude this puzzle like question, by simply telling, as Life's a combo, everything comes together.

Life and death,

Joy and misery,

Beauty and ugliness,

Wisdom and naivety,

And Everything and nothing.

We need to accept the change cause it's the only thing unchanged in anyone's life.


We can stick to something, if changing that doesn't make any sense :)


However, accepting everything that comes our way and never once losing faith in ourselves is always the better way  ♥ ♥ ♥

A beautiful Memory :)

There's a history behind every pic ♥

It was raining that day, and I heard mummy scolding daddy fr he was doing something in the rain and then I came out to find myself in total astonishment finding he was trying to wash my cheppulu by placing them like this :D

I clicked the moment frever ♥
I'm afraid I can nvr love him enuf :D
Sai bless him ♥ to bear his stupid daughter longer :D

An addiction to books.. !!

Books have always been the top priority in all my life. 

Happy to recollect the various phases of my life where I've this sustained companionship of books ♥

As I can remember, I started reading novels at my village library when I was 6.

I used to finish them in a day or 2 days time, return them to get new books home :D

Lucky me ! My parents never objected me like every other parents do when their children are into novels.

I used to read all kinds of books and I still remember reading most of the times about middle-class struggles.

I never cared what kind of book is in my hands those days.

It's the same even now except for I developed an interest for suspense thrillers.

I just read, read and read :D

And some times i re-read :D

And after few years, we shifted to our grand mother's village, and there my Peda Mavayya used to get Swathi weekly. He used to get it on Thursdays itself ( They usually are available in market on Fridays )

He's a book lover too, and my mother was too, later she's got busy with looking after our needs, I hope to God, it doesn't happen in my case, as I'm not ready to give up books for any reason. Even if I do, I can't let myself love  the person totally who cause it.

In Swathi book, I used to read stories and serials.

Then I came across Madhu Babu, am still a fan of him ♥

I still search for his books 1st, when I enter a book shop.

Somehow, I feel fortunate about it, I got habituated to reading and all my relatives and friends started ( they still do ) calling me a book worm ( Am pretty proud of this part :D )

Wherever I go, whichever place I visit, whoever I am with, the 1st thing my eyes look for is books.

I read somewhere, a man is really successful if he can spend half of his life with books and the remaining half with people. But I'm afraid, I could not fall into that category, cause I always preferred books over people.

Sometimes ( very few times ) it's different when I'm with people who can make me feel like myself other than anything else =))

I finished my 10th std, and I had to go to hostel, and yeah, I started searching all the opportunities of reading books. I used to attend the book fairs, most of the times, I ended up with gloomy mood cause the money I had with me was never enough to buy all the books of my interest. There were always too many, and always too less money with me. I still curse the fact, I wasn't earning then and I was away from home. It was then I decided to earn so much money that I never would have to miss any book because of money factor.

In my P.G. hostel, I met a fan of Yandamoori Veerendranath, and so, I got to ready many of his books, that way. Lolz :D

And I don't remember exactly when I fell in love with Sarath ( he's a famous Bengali writer, whose almost every book is translated into Telugu ) but I remember feeling the warmth and love in his every sentence. He's sure a magical writer. He can make us feel in love with ourselves and everyone ( everything indeed) around us. Hats off to him.

And somewhere in the middle, I started reading Sidney Sheldon's novels, and I immediately became his fan and it was 3 years ago, I completed reading all his novels, including his biography.

I can't imagine how my life would have been or what kind of person I might have become if I'm not so fond of books. I'm actually scared to imagine.

Now, if I turn back and see, I can find so many books healing me, guiding me and helping me fall in love with myself all over again.

Books are the tastiest ingredient of my life, and I enjoy its taste every passing moment ♥

I owe so much to the books, and their authors for their wonderful creations using which I always can find a way to turn my dull life, into a bright one ♥

More than Lovely..

His simplicity and the way he smiles from the core of his heart never fail to surprise me and increase my hope and faith in being good :) :) and being human :) :)


I read somewhere, a long time ago, the following lines.


Never say you are loving God,
But the be the way God should love you !!


I strongly feel Pawan Kalyan is the best example for the lesson must be learned from those two lines :) :) :D


I love him for ever :) :D

Happiness that flows!!

Be Happy !! :)


For so many reasons, we can be happy or sad.


The reasons which make us feel happy should be made to stay long so we can't be having any time to feel low <3


It's all in our hands :) :)


We must fall in love with ourselves, with what we are, with what we've achieved and with whatever can be done with us wanting to do that.


We are able to do so many things by the God's grace and loving ourselves is the easiest of all :) :)


Accepting inevitable as it is, is another secret.

When it's meant to be done, it will be done anyway,.
It's more than a fact and why to make our lives a mess over something that can't/won't be done?!


After all, life's too short to have anything other than happiness :) :)


Stay happy for we're all reason for someone's happiness :):)


And stay blessed reminding you of this as much as possible :):)

Magic of Sai ♥

I have always loved this idea of something happening magically :)


People feel and appreciate it with their souls.


A good wish,
A heart that feels,
and an echo of love ♥


It's all about the magic, when two people smile at each other, what their hearts convey ♥


When I'm sitting,
when I'm thinking of nothing and everything,
and when this word MAGIC popped my mind, all I cud think of is, how magical my life with Sai is <3


I can always find Him wherever I look, always smiling at me with those beautiful and mesmerizing eyes <3
Oh !! How I wish I could melt my soul into them whenever they look into mine ♥


I wish I could merge myself with Him the way all the rivers do with The Ocean ♥


I am more than aware of it's happening one day, but the thing is I can't wait to see that REALLY happening ♥♥♥




P.S. Credits to Anusha whose writings are purely magical ♥♥

SorrY and ThankS ..

These two words,often people say, I don't need to use them for we're close enough to skip the formalities. They ask to block them off the conversations, totally.

May be they're right, but then they're ignoring the need to apologize and lessening the reason to be thankful for.

So to speak, for me, these two words have more purpose to serve than just that :d

It's one of many things I learnt from my dad in my childhood, to say sorry, when something that's not supposed to be done, either intentionally or unintentionally, and he pressed that it's more than our duty to admit our mistake and then to make sure never to repeat it.

And here's the next magical word, thank you :)

When we feel real gratitude, it's really not easy to express :d

But, something must be done.

I feel more than obligated to let them know, what they did, whatever it is, little or much, they made me happy, made me believe nothing's too difficult <3

And being thankful and having been one's reason for happiness helps us to get through horrible times too.

It reminds us there's still something we can do even though we've done so many terrible things.

There should be a way of doing things right, and people need a chance.

When it's given, and acknowledged, they be thankful and it helps them a great deal to stay right on track <3

Wow !!

Thank you for reading and Sorry if I'm not clear enough !!

<3

One Truth We can not escape from..

The truth never set me free.


As simple as it appears, it's the most complicated line to perceive at the fullest.


Truth. Many seek it, few found it and fewer cherish it.


Staying tied to the truth is a task which requires most of our ability.
Sometimes it may be easier, sometimes not.


That raises questions.
Why it has to be so hard when it's that essential for every human being to live with?
Why can't it be easy to find and then to keep?
Why people suffered with and for it?


Whatever the problem at hand, I've my way of simplifying :D
Everything, as far as I'm concerned, leads to God, that's Sai for me ♥


God loves us more than we do Him. Much more.


We hardly remember Him where as He thinks of us every moment ♥


The least we can do is, being thankful to Him.


The more we understand this, the more we're bound to His eternal love, and that is truth.


And once joined hands with Him, we can never be parted ♥


God's all we should be striving for, and once achieved, there'd be nothing else which makes you equally serene, equally amazing and equally pleasing. There'd not be anything you want at all.


And this is the truth ♥

One thing I never want to forget..

My family's the best as I know and I'm more than glad to do anything which makes them happy. They're impeccable in every way they love me. I couldn't even think of living without them.


But there's an issue here.


No matter how much I try to live up to them, I never satisfy them.


It annoys me that there's no comparison to how I'm and what they expect of me.


They don't want me to have any friends, even if I have, I shouldn't talk to them, even if I talk, I shouldn't laugh over something funny or enjoy so much which might draw attention.


All my life, I always find me awaiting their approval to whatever I do.


It's like, I don't deserve anyone only because I'm born a girl.
Oh, there's an exception for me, that's when I'm married, I'll have a husband.
I don't have a slightest idea he'd be fair or mean.


My question is, is it reasonable that every girl has to live with in boundaries and with whatever has been decided at the time of her birth?


I know this is nothing when compared to what I receive ( reminding you, my family's most wonderful one, and if given chance, though I don't wanna be born again, I'd choose the same family without any moment's hesitation ), but sometimes, I feel like dying rather than having to carry all this inside me.


As much as I'm worried to death about marriage, I wish I could get married and soon leave home.
( I hate this. )


And, nonetheless, I hope for a husband, who would understand me with all this, that having friends and sharing things with them, is quite as natural as breathing.
But, they say no man would be good enough to do what I will him to do. God bless me !!


It's no wonder every woman has this pain. No matter how happy and sound she appears to be.
And I'm neither a fool to think it's big problem nor I don't know it will pass.
But, I want every reader of this post to remember how difficult it is for a girl to live every minute of her life, doing things and either worrying or wondering whether it'd be okay or not. And how many heart breaks she's to survive all along, throughout her life.


I never want to forget how it feels like, to give up all the emotional needs for the sake of restrictions so as not to hurt my daughter in future.


P.S. Freedom shouldn't be given much, either. We should learn to balance many things in life and this is one of the most important. I'm willing to learn.

I don want any next life..

I love wht He did for all the ppl then and I love wht He does fr me evryday ♥

He's everything to me ♥

Father, mother, brother, soul mate and a best friend ♥

He can be anything to me, and I love madly however He's with me ♥

All I care abt is His presence ♥ ♥


I can walk a 1000 miles and be satisfied with one of His beautiful smiles ♥
God is awesome and I drown in His love every day, every moment, every time I take a breath ♥


God is who exists in soul and found when soul is made impersonal ♥

I live with this and nothing else wud have made my life more meaningful ♥ ♥

Love yu Sai for the years to come and looking forward to meeting with Yur Highness and to rest at Yur feet ♥ ♥ >:D<


He surprises me almost every moment showing me how beautiful life could be, when in love, with God ♥


And all He says is to love and keep loving what's present and what is within ♥


I thankfully tasted Him and I can never end this ♥


I wish I cud die this moment so as to feel lighter and warmer in His heavenly hands ♥


I sure don wanna ( I don need to ) be born again for I knew my destiny and I'm damn sure of accomplishing it in this life ♥


P.S. : All credits go to CC  who presented me this pic and made me write this ♥
Bless yu my dear brother :):) May all yur doubts be answered and then vanished :)

What matters the most !!

Umm happiness is one thing we can find only within ourselves just like we do find God.

No matter what we do, or how we do, if we do it with our heart and soul then happiness and we can belong to each other.

:D :D :D

Feeling all the things around us makes our prsence matter.

There’s a lot of difference we can make just by looking at people not plainly but with a look that can make them feel special. It’s all what you can do.

Thinking of someone we love the most when we come across a thing that we have an idea that they would love to have it <3 or they deserve it <3 or we can make them smile or surprise them.

Iit’s the best of making someone feel they deserve to be loved <3 <3 I love this :D

Yu can be in the air, or do whatever yu want/wish to if yu intend to <3

It’s again present within onself, the intention.

How much yu’re gonna have entirely depends on how much yu really want it, or atleast yu’ve to make yurslef believe yu want it so badly that not having it makes yur life worthless.

The strong desire is all we need to accomplish things.

Stay blessed <3

  Enjoy !!! <3 

After all life's all we got, let's prove it worthy <3 <3